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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 20, 2011 16:43:52 GMT -5
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The day was coming to an end as Sakura sat down on the steps of an opening to the garden of the main house. The air was beginning to grow cold as she stared up at the sky. The sunset was lovely for the season. All the golds, oranges, reds, and violets were a perfect combination, a painting done by the heavens.
Silently she sipped her tea. The hot liquid being the only source of heat for the high school girl. A smile was displayed on her lips as a gust of wind blew back her dark colored locks that were tied back in a loose ponytail with many strands framing her heart shaped face. Her violet shaded gaze peeked down at the dusty Gray kimono and white obi sash around her waist.
This was how Sakura often spent her breaks during the work day. Sitting and watching the beautiful scenes within the garden. Often she would watch as others cleaned and made deliveries of food to the room across from her sight. That was a restricted area for only the head of the Sohma family, Akito. She sat patiently as she waited on the usual routine of the servants. In a matter of moments she would be forced to return to the nights work for another few hours and then return home to do homework for the next day. Though for the time being the young teen would sit, wait, and hope to see the family head one day
The head of the Sohma family...Akito. He was only a few years older than her and often ill. Also a boy that she would often speak to while he slept when she was much younger. She would sneek into the room that he rested in and told him stories. Although it was not until much later in her life that she discoved he was the high ranking family member that she was to serve when she was older.
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Post by Akito Sohma on Nov 27, 2011 23:54:42 GMT -5
Akito had came around Sakura, he was mostly been worried about her since he never gotten to talk to her alone. He was mostly had always been so busy since he had been the head of the family, plus he was almost always sick. He was mostly wanted to talked to her alone since he had his heart thumping like crazy. He was mostly trying to figure out what he was going to do he had hated, and despised the social ranking of the Sohma family. He didn't wanted the one that he had loved to serve him.
Sure he was high-ranking member of the Sohma family, but that didn't meant a thing to him if he couldn't be near his sweet Sakura, and then he had saw Sakura his heart went nuts, and he was all sweating. He was hoping he wasn't running a fever anytime soon he had wanted to be near her just to talk to her to tell her his own feelings. He was mostly had hated the fact the social ranking was there in his way of getting to know Sakura a bit more. He had loved Sakura from the bottom of his heart.
"Sakura, can we talk, and don't call me Sama I want you of all people to call me Akito. For a reason that I was too scared that you would tell me no we can't be together. I want you as my girlfriend." Akito said. He was scared that she would reject him, and it would add on the stress that he was already feeling at the moment. He just was getting anxious of waiting to hear her answer to what he had just said. "Please, Sakura, talk to me I know I am the head of the Sohma family, I know there's a social standing. You are too perfect, and I felt like you were out my reach." Akito said. He was so very terrified.
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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 0:09:39 GMT -5
Sakura looked up at Akito. Nearly choaking on the tea she was drinking. After everything that was going on it shocked her to know that he had shown up out of the blue and asked her to be his girl-friend. Perhaps she had fallen asleep on the job again? Quickly she sat down her warm drink and pinched herself to make sure she was really awake. When the pain shot through her nerves she knew for a fact that she was still in the concious realm.
Slowly she stood to face the man that had just told her about the feelings he had for her. Even with the social status difference of the Sohma family she was so sure that he had been out of her reach. After all that was why her mother sent her away for her schooling after the insident of her sneeking into his room and talking to him that entire day. Only after her mother's death and her encounter with him during the new year's Zodiac celebration was she able to really speak with him.
For the four months that she had been working at the main house, almost every moment she had been keeping her eye out for the Sohma lord. And now...she was just asked by him if she would be his girlfriend. Sakura could bearly breath and looked in his eyes. Smiling softly she finally gave him her reply. "Yes Akito. I do feel the same for you...and I want to be your girlfriend."
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Post by Akito Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 10:48:34 GMT -5
Akito had kept in his coughing, and he had looked at her who had the same feelings as him. He just looked there amazed that she had the same feelings, and wanted to be his girlfriend. He had gave her a small sweet smile. He wasn't ready to double over, and cough. That would be out of question. He was already trying to hide any indication that he was sick. He had wanted to speak from the heart. Akito had looked at beautiful Sakura who usually have him so speechless. He was trying to figure out how he was going to be the lovable Akito around her.
He had knew his temper was famous among the staff. He had wondered if she only knew that he didn't want to be in his bedroom without some company. He had always woken up, and wondered who was in his bedroom with him while he had slept. Akito doesn't regret asking Sakura to be his girlfriend. He had looked at her with a sweet smile, and let out a breath when she said that. "I was worried my beautiful Sakura that you were like the other Sohma, but I can see now that isn't the truth." Akito said.
He was looking at her, with sparkles in his eyes. He doesn't like his frail body that he had been born with. He just looked at her, and he was mostly wanted to make sure that he was happy with her. "Are you happy being near me?" Akito asked.
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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 18:01:00 GMT -5
Sakura's movements were slow between the moments that ticked by after Akito's question of if she was happy being near him. She was having a difficult time forming words in his brain at the moment since she was....well in shock to say the least. After all, here she was with the Sohma family head, a person who was thought to be a demon in the eyes of some....though a saint to others. Many did not agree with his choices but condoned them because he held the title that he did. That was the Akito Sohma that she had always been told about...even as a young child. Although....that wasn't the person she saw at the present time.
She didn't want to make him worry...but she couldn't think of anything to say either. An idea did pop into her head though and before she really realized what she was doing her eyes had closed and her lips touched his. The kiss was light and gentle as a feather, but she wanted that action to be her answer. Her heart was beating a million miles per hour in the moments after she realized what she had done. Her sweet cheeks flushed a bright pink and her breath was caught within her chest. This person in front of her was so much more than just an adverage man.....he was the Sohma God.
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Post by Akito Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 18:46:25 GMT -5
Akito was very much had been looking at her, his cheeks flushed bright pink, and he was trying to figure out what he was going to do. He just didn't know what he was going to do he had enjoyed the kiss. He just wanted to make sure that he was going to figure out what his heart was going through a million miles per hour, and he was all sweating. He had felt like he was going to passed out not from the fever, just from the kiss. He was so afraid that she was saw him as a demon like most of them.
He just knew that he was going to have to figure out what he was going to do about this he had never had a kiss quite like this one he had never left this lightheaded. He just loved it the kiss that is, and he had saw that she was happy to be near him. "Would I ever be forgiven, the ones that saw me as a demon?" Akito asked. He just let a small tear going down his face. His mother forgot that he was still human. He was human after all, and they saw him as a Sohma God, saint, or demon. He just wanted someone to tell him that its okay for him to live that is okay for him to be himself.
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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 18:59:14 GMT -5
Sakura wiped the tear from his cheek. "The choices of humanity isn't for everyone to bear....Akito...as the Sohma family head you make the rules....But you don't have to take on their sins." She kissed him again only this time it was more intense. She love him as a human...saint...god...or demon. It didn't matter what kind of being he was in this world...or any for that matter. He was the one that she loved...that alone was enough for her.
She pulled away only so that they could catch their breaths. "I honestly don't know if they will....but its what they will loose if they don't that matters. Don't feel guilty for wanting to live Akito....don't ever feel guilty for that." She smiled softly at him. This person was her only grip to sanity...and within a matter of moments...he became her everything.
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Post by Akito Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 23:11:22 GMT -5
Akito had looked at her as a guy in love would. He doesn't wanted to be resented, he was strong on the surface, but not all the way through. He was mostly felt like a demon, and his mom hated him. He just looked at her with a small sad smile. He had a fear that he was hated by all, and he just doesn't know what he was going to do about it. "Please don't resent me you are the one anchor I can hold that I need." Akito said. Akito had looked at her, and wanted to feel something real.
"I am strong on the surface, but not all the way through. You are someone I want in my life. You mean more to me than my own health does. Please don't leave me. I can't bare it if you left me. You are my love, and my anchor the only thing I wanted in my life no sees the hurting in me." Akito said.
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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 23:19:03 GMT -5
Sakura looked at Akito with a look of pure love. "Never would I walk away from you Akito...NEVER" She pulled herself closer to him. This single human being was everything she needed in this world and he was who she loved. No one mattered more than him in her world.
She kissed him so softly becasue she was afraid he would break. Why would she ever leave him. He was perfect in her mind, even though he was a broken soul inside. "Akito...I love you....."
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Post by Akito Sohma on Nov 28, 2011 23:57:37 GMT -5
Akito had break down to the ground, and he had just knew that he was broken soul inside. He had wanted to shout to the others that he was a human being, he had wanted to be treated as such. He had knew that people had looked at him like he was some kind of demon. That's all he had ever knew that he was a demon. He had wanted to yell at everyone that treated him as a demon to tell them that he wasn't a demon he was a human. Akito had break into tiny pieces, he couldn't smile anymore, and he just couldn't get himself to even get an outburst on Sakura.
He was broken that he just don't know what to do anymore. He had liked her kisses they meant something to him. He just wanted something to be his, and fought like thingyens to keep it. He had believed that Sakura was real, and he had loved her he just didn't know how well he was going to do. His own mother had hated him, and he just wanted to be out of his mother's life. "Sakura...." Akito choked on the words.
Akito doesn't know to verbalize the words that he had wanted to say. He just wanted to say that he knew how she had felt he felt the same way too. "love you." Akito finished. He was choking on the rest of the words of what he was wanting to say to her. He can't believe this he was a broken soul inside so broken that he had never felt that he was going to be whole again.
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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 29, 2011 17:52:43 GMT -5
Sakura understood his words...even though they hadn't all left his mouth. She realized that he needed to gain some understanding on what he felt before he could truly say what she knew he wanted to. This human in front of her had been raised as though he were a beast and a creature to be dispised...so on some levels it was all he could understand. Even with the title of the Sohma family head on his shoulders he was still on the outside looking in at every other person.
It was ok for him to not understand. It only added to the truth of his humanity. Akito Sohma....he was the God of the Sohma in spirit...but a human being in flesh. He was who she looked to ever since she could remember and that made her want to learn more about him...and ultimately...made her desire him. To her he was amazing...and so strong that he would be worth everything. With a frailness on the inside...
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Post by Akito Sohma on Nov 30, 2011 0:55:37 GMT -5
Akito had loved the understanding this woman gave him. "Sakura you are the one I loved for the longest time I do hate the way I was raised they don't know anything about me, but yet I have to be raised this way its so idiotic it makes me want to show them I am human." Akito said. He had wondered why he treated as a creature, and a beast of course that the only thing he had known he had known that since he was born. He just didn't liked the fact that he was despised. He ached for something real, and Sakura was like his piece of heaven.
He was very much had looked at Sakura, and his head was spinning, and he was getting all sweaty. "You are my piece of heaven, Sakura." Akito said. He had looked at her, and he had smiled. He just wanted to know why his family members wanted him as the head of the Sohma family, if they had despised him. "Sakura, for you love is worth the fall." Akito said, Akito had looked at her, and he had smiled that can light up a room.
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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 30, 2011 18:03:34 GMT -5
Sakura couldn't hide the blush that crept onto her cheeks when she looked at Akito's smile. It fit him so well and she wanted to see it more. Although the young family leader was notorious for hiding most of his emotions and often being so ill that not even the healthy human being wanted to smile...she never wanted him to stop. The way features just lit up when he did smile...it made her heart race even more.
"Akito..." That was all the young teen could manage to say. After all the things that she had said to him that night...she was speechless. He had called her his peice of heaven and yet...she felt like an angel that was falling into a sin. This man was meant to be out of her reach and beyond her touch. But she just wanted to have more of him...suddenly it seemed like the kisses alone weren't enough.
However, she would not push things tonight. After all she could tell that he needed to get inside and rest. And SHE needed to get back to work since her break was coming to and end. Although everything inside of her screamed for her to stay in this spot and just take the punishments that would come her way later in the evening.
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Post by Akito Sohma on Nov 30, 2011 18:44:34 GMT -5
Akito had took her by the hand, he was mostly had been making sure that he was going to show her the world. He had walked outside, and he didn't mind the cold, sure he was sick that didn't meant a thing. He just wanted to make sure that he was going to do make sure that he was going to show her what it meant for him to be mentally strong. He just didn't know he was going to do that since he had been trying to figured that out. He was mostly had been looking at her, and he had smiled.
He was mostly had been trying to figure out what he was going to do about his entire life with Sakura, and he had knew that Hatori was his doctor for a long time. He knew for a long time that he was a creature, demon, saint, and whatever else people wanted to say to him. He wanted to know how long he had to live it was even a miracle that he lived this long.
He just didn't know where to turn anymore. He just wanted some piece of life back of his own. He had never wanted to be a sickly person who can't do anything that he couldn't do on his own. "Sakura, I know you are worried, darling." Akito said.
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Post by Sakura Sohma on Nov 30, 2011 18:58:25 GMT -5
He was very right. She was scared for his health and safety. From what many people said about the young lord one thing never chaged...the fact that he would die at a young age. Sakura was so fearful of waking up one day he him not being there to show her this smile. She hated even having to consider that he would die young. She wanted to be with him every moment she could...create as many memories as possible...and maybe one day a strong future.
Everything was so uncertain for the young pair. He was so frail that she was afraid of ever even considering starting a family. Not only did his body seem like it couldn't handle the conception of a child...the stress of raising one would be far to much for the Sohma. Sighing softly she knew that they would have to make sacrafices. That was a given....but would that mean her future as a mother as well?
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